Back to Japan with Exes and Frustrations
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joewcarson
@joewcarson ยท Oct 26, 2017
went back to Japan to visit and was staying at Kyle\'s first. For some reason we had to like roommate or something and
he wasn\'t overly pumped about it. But then it was his house and I was
helping him paint and we were talking about Ali, our old student. He was
in the other room and had to do something so I decided I\'m not gonna
paint without music and was craving some led zep. So I tried to find the
\"houses of the holy\" album on my phone Spotify but couldn\'t. Then I
went over to his laptop to try to find it but wasn\'t having much luck
and was getting frustrated. \"How could it not be here!?\" Then about
10-15 min into looking, fumika and kanoko come downstairs. Just realized
I didn\'t tell kanoko I was coming back to visit but apparently fumika
did. They sit on the couch next to me while I search and we start
talking about how we\'ve been. I\'m still looking and it\'s a little
awkward but they play it cool and then kanoko says something about how
she\'s wearing the same ripped/tattered shorts she wore the first time
we met and how funny it is it\'s our anniversary today. I\'m completely
turned off and pretty much pretend I didn\'t hear her say that. I keep
looking for the music but can\'t find it. We leave and we\'re gonna go
get ramen or something and their house turns sort of communal and I see
a few other people there and gabby is there too and I\'m like oh shit
didn\'t realize she was gonna be here too. And now have the double ex-gf
thing going on. We leave and now it\'s only me and kanoko. Still very
turned off from her, kinda wanna get away from her but we go to eat and
there\'s a long line so I say let\'s wait outside at this hotel sorta
place next door. I sit down on a bench and see this is a pretty posh
place. And I\'m dressed in my isles hbbj and bathing suit shorts. I see
there are a lot of older skeevy men with younger women(non Azn) and then
this woman in a leather jacket/shirt type this with huge tits popping
out of it adjusts her breasts and then goes over to this baby and picks
it up from a woman and unzips her leather shirt. Then goes on to
breastfeed it and a woman with a video camera starts filming her. Up
close. I guess that\'s what they\'re doing here? For some reason I have
an old optimum cable remote in my hand, maybe to try to find zeppelin
With(still looking, still frustrated), and can\'t find it, so toss it on
the floor, stand up, say this place is bullshit loud enough for everyone
to hear, and walk out. Now kanoko is gabby. Or she\'s gone and gabbys
here. She says our table is ready at this other place now and we gotta
go or we\'ll miss it. I say is Kyle and fumika coming? And she says she
thinks so but we gotta go now. Somehow we take pit stop back at
\"Kyle\'s\" which is now like a public hostel sorta and I see kanoko,
grace hawkings(from HS) and gabby. Gabby says brb she\'s gotta change
quick or something and I wash my hands and am playing basketball with
the wet paper towels by shooting them into the garbage cans. Grace walks
by and I just miss and say \"grace where\'s the rebound!?\" She laughs
and picks it up and passed it back to me. I shoot at anther further can
and it hits rim and somehow rolls under a stall so I say fuck it I\'m
done. Go back on the couch and start looking for zep again, insanely mad
I can\'t find it and think Spotify either lost the rights or its blacked
out in Japan or something. But then I find a song with the album cover
but it\'s not zep at all. Then gabby comes back in and has on this
leather zip up shirt just like the other girl at the weird hotel place
did. Her tits are busting out and she adjusts them a bit and goes \"so
what do you think? Can we go?\" And I feel both my ex-S are trying to
outdo eachother so I\'ll maybe take one of them back. At this point in
dream tho, def want to fuck gabby. I say might wanna zip up a little
more but yea I\'m ready. She unzips a little and says \"like this?\" And
then I wake up
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๐ Japan๐ house๐ room๐ couch๐ downstairs๐ hotel๐ bench๐ floor๐ table๐ hostel๐ stall๐ garbage cans
๐ pumped๐ frustrated๐ awkward๐ turned off๐ mad๐ insanely mad
โก wentโก visitโก stayingโก roommateโก helpingโก paintโก talkingโก decidedโก cravingโก triedโก findโก lookingโก comeโก realizedโก tellโก comingโก sitโก searchโก startโก playโก saysโก wearingโก metโก hearโก keepโก leaveโก goโก getโก turnsโก seeโก gonnaโก goingโก wannaโก get awayโก eatโก waitโก sit downโก dressedโก adjustsโก picks upโก unzipsโก breastfeedโก filmingโก tossโก stand upโก sayโก walk outโก missโก takeโก changeโก washโก playingโก shootingโก walksโก laughsโก picksโก passedโก shootโก hitsโก rollsโก lostโก blacked outโก comes backโก bustingโก feelโก tryingโก outdoโก take backโก wantโก fuckโก zip upโก readyโก wake up
โฆ travelโฆ relationshipsโฆ musicโฆ frustrationโฆ jealousyโฆ sexualityโฆ technologyโฆ foodโฆ nostalgiaโฆ awkwardnessโฆ competition
๐ฎ house๐ฎ phone๐ฎ Spotify๐ฎ laptop๐ฎ album๐ฎ shorts๐ฎ ramen๐ฎ line๐ฎ isles hbbj๐ฎ bathing suit shorts๐ฎ leather jacket๐ฎ shirt๐ฎ breasts๐ฎ tits๐ฎ video camera๐ฎ cable remote๐ฎ table๐ฎ paper towels๐ฎ garbage cans๐ฎ stall๐ฎ couch๐ฎ album cover๐ฎ song๐ฎ leather zip up shirt
๐ฏ visiting๐ฏ staying๐ฏ roommate๐ฏ painting๐ฏ talking๐ฏ searching for music๐ฏ sitting๐ฏ eating๐ฏ waiting๐ฏ breastfeeding๐ฏ filming๐ฏ basketball๐ฏ shooting paper towels๐ฏ changing clothes
โง AI Analysis: You find yourself navigating complex emotions and awkward social dynamics during a return visit to Japan, surrounded by ex-girlfriends and struggling with technological frustrations. Your persistent search for Led Zeppelin music becomes a metaphor for your inability to find comfort or control in this emotionally charged situation, while sexual tension and jealousy create an uncomfortable atmosphere that ultimately drives the dream's climax.
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