Gameshow Terror and Forest Nightmare

(one of the weirdest/craziest dreams I've ever had and one I really don't want to write down.) beginning was hanging out with Jaclyn Pember for some reason alone at her parents house and asked her if she wanted to start hanging out with me agin and she agreed, was great. Then we hooked up for a while. (Great dream, think different than the second/this part:) was on this gameshow thing where you had to run away from a mechanical trex but if you didn't move it couldn't see you and you had to get to the end. There was a small group involved. We ended up making it to the end by stop and going like red light red light 123. But st the end was like my dad like selling or offering things to the trex to be his slave or something and was keeping us all hostage. At one point I said fuck this and just ran into the woods and somehow the trex didn't get me. (Here's where Dream gets inexplicably weird) in the woods I came up with this idea to kill everyone in the camp over there, but most was my family. And I have no idea why. My aunt Debbie(who I absolutely love) wandered into the woods and I tabbed her and started choking and tying her up in a downed telephone wire. Then Risa walked by with a stick/club looking for me and I jumped out and stole it from her and hit her on the head with it and started tying her to aunt deb. Then more people started coming and I realized there were too many. Then save grohl came and had a samurai sword. We started talking for a bit and more people came to talk and then I realized what I did and asked to borrow Dave's sword and went over to aunt Debbie and cut the wire around her neck so she could breathe again and I shook her and she started breathing and I kissed her forehead and hugged her and told her I was sorry and then I ran to this cabin house with a pool in the back and was praying to god at the edge of it that I don't know what got into me or wtf that was and I was about to plunge into the pool and drown myself then alarm. (Scariest dream cause don't know why tf I would have ever thought of these things. Was a weird dream in general tho, with a lot of things/actions not making logical sense. To anyone reading this, I'm sorry, this is not reflective about how I feel IRL at all. I'm very happy and love my family and don't want to kill anyone or myself. I love you.)